Sunday, December 4, 2011

Most grateful...

I know I haven't posted in quite some time.   I want to sincerely thank all of you who have supported me in such a kind, loving, and encouraging fashion.  I am more appreciative than you know!

I have been very immersed in my program here, and find it oftentimes difficult and counterproductive to recount the day I have had.  However, I wanted to share that I am learning some fabulous tools (other than medication-yay!) to better manage my condition.  While I may (may being the key word here) never be able to do many of the things I used to do at the level I used to do them, I will be able to those things of past days again.  I just have to use moderation and modifications as needed. :)

That being said, I am needing some help from you.  When I return from Rochester and resume my life outside MAYO, please try not to ask me about my pain or my condition.  My goal is not to focus on the condition, but to live life without my condition "driving the car."  You may, of course, still encourage me and offer me positive affirmations.  I respond well to praise (not a surprise there).  Haha!

When we do talk, I would love to hear about you.  Tell me funny stories and get me involved in conversation that does not necessarily revolve around me (if that makes sense).   Ask me to do things like go on a walk, get lunch, or have coffee.  Please do continue to pray for me.  Prayer is the most powerful tool you can use to support me.

Lastly, please remember that my support system at home and elsewhere is very important in my recovery.  I need you.  You are a precious resource.

On a lighter note, I am headed to the Mall of America in Minneapolis today with some friends from my program.  I am going to the Sea Life Aquarium at the Mall of America instead of doing much shopping.  I can't wait!  It also snowed yesterday and last night (about 3-4 inches).  It is so beautiful.  I'll close with a verse that has been speaking to me this morning:

"Behold, God is my salvation, I will trust and not be afraid; For the Lord God is my strength and song, and He has become my salvation."  Isaiah 12:2

Love and hugs,
Jenna